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The Bitter End happens to be a found poem. Its old but new at the same time. I just forgot about it. Guess you all get to see it :-).
Created: July 18, 2002 Last Updated: November 16, 2002

The Bitter End

The Truth About Who I am
all the way to the bitter end

I'm losing my sight
I'm losing my mind
I've been taken hold by utter fright
how come Im so darned blind,
to see I'm losing my way of life?

I'm becoming some one I never knew,
some one of which who is very unstable.
Some one who feels their losing control,
I feel I am unable...
too, protect the ones that are the most dear to me,
I feel sad, I feel mad, I feel angry.

I feel I will never be totally free,
from all the pains and sorrows in my life,
I wish every one good lives, and I hope they're happy,
but one day, I wish to settle down with my wife,
have a few children, and grow to be some one nice...

people put me down quite a bit,
tellin me im this at that,
but they better quit,
because I wished them to grow big and fat,
and become some one they will most certainly regret

they don't know what I've been through over the past while,
they are still immature flucks,
who can't even go the extra mile,
one day all their luck,
will come runnning to an end, causing them to live under bridges, fluck

I will never be perfect,
and neither will they,
I will be the best I can, heck,
I will be better than they could ever be!
they will die a horrible death, and some day I will be able to see!
but while they are still in their stupid states,
I plan to be working my ass off, trying to support my self,
maybe get into real estate?
they are lames and lonesome people, but hell-o,
I will one day live in the country all nice and well

I wish the best of luck to all the fools,
while I sit and think about my future,
And all the while, hating the one I call "you"
Even if you don't succeed,
get up and try try again
until the bitter end,

By King Jaz